tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-44502337208850802612024-03-05T12:00:27.989-08:00one girls diabetic lifeJessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13428507142908731363noreply@blogger.comBlogger29125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4450233720885080261.post-90172534747058385422014-05-17T21:07:00.001-07:002014-05-17T21:07:13.318-07:00Diabetes Blog Week 2014 day 6<i><span style="color: #666666;"><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'PT Sans'; font-size: 16px; line-height: 25.600000381469727px;">Click for the </span><a href="http://www.blenza.com/linkies/links.php?owner=dblogweek&postid=01May2014c" style="background-color: white; font-family: 'PT Sans'; font-size: 16px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 25.600000381469727px;" target="_blank">Saturday Snapshots - Saturday 5/17</a><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'PT Sans'; font-size: 16px; line-height: 25.600000381469727px;"> Link List. </span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: 'PT Sans'; font-size: 16px; line-height: 25.600000381469727px;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'PT Sans'; font-size: 16px; line-height: 25.600000381469727px;">Back for another year, let’s show everyone what life with diabetes looks like! With a nod to the </span><a href="http://www.flickr.com/groups/mydiabetesathome/" style="background-color: white; font-family: 'PT Sans'; font-size: 16px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 25.600000381469727px;" target="_blank">Diabetes 365 project</a><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'PT Sans'; font-size: 16px; line-height: 25.600000381469727px;">, let’s grab our cameras again and share some more d-related pictures. Post as many or as few as you’d like. Feel free to blog your thoughts on or explanations of your pictures, or leave out the written words and let the pictures speak for themselves.</span></span></i><br />
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Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13428507142908731363noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4450233720885080261.post-24648062393420294052014-05-17T21:01:00.000-07:002014-05-17T21:01:06.888-07:00Diabetes Blog Week 2014 day 5<i><span style="color: #666666;"><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'PT Sans'; font-size: 16px; line-height: 25.600000381469727px;">Click for the </span><a href="http://www.blenza.com/linkies/links.php?owner=dblogweek&postid=01May2014d" style="background-color: white; font-family: 'PT Sans'; font-size: 16px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 25.600000381469727px;" target="_blank">Diabetes Life Hacks - Friday 5/16</a><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'PT Sans'; font-size: 16px; line-height: 25.600000381469727px;"> Link List.</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: 'PT Sans'; font-size: 16px; line-height: 25.600000381469727px;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'PT Sans'; font-size: 16px; line-height: 25.600000381469727px;">Share the (non-medical) tips and tricks that help you in the day-to-day management of diabetes. Tell us everything from clothing modifications, serving size/carb counting tricks to the tried and true </span><a href="http://sixuntilme.com/2011/11/my_dexcom_sleeps_nude.html" style="background-color: white; font-family: 'PT Sans'; font-size: 16px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 25.600000381469727px;" target="_blank">Dexcom-in-a-glass trick</a><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'PT Sans'; font-size: 16px; line-height: 25.600000381469727px;"> or the “secret” to turning on a Medtronic pump’s backlight when not on the home-screen (scroll to </span><a href="http://rollinginthed.wordpress.com/2012/08/14/im-not-getting-a-tslim/" style="background-color: white; font-family: 'PT Sans'; font-size: 16px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 25.600000381469727px;" target="_blank">the bottom of this post</a><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'PT Sans'; font-size: 16px; line-height: 25.600000381469727px;">). Please remember to give non-medical advice only! (Thank you Rachel of </span><a href="http://www.probablyrachel.com/" style="background-color: white; font-family: 'PT Sans'; font-size: 16px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 25.600000381469727px;" target="_blank">Probably Rachel</a><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'PT Sans'; font-size: 16px; line-height: 25.600000381469727px;"> and Kelley of </span><a href="http://www.below-seven.com/" style="background-color: white; font-family: 'PT Sans'; font-size: 16px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 25.600000381469727px;" target="_blank">Below Seven</a><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'PT Sans'; font-size: 16px; line-height: 25.600000381469727px;"> for this topic suggestion.)</span></span></i><br />
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<span style="font-family: PT Sans;"><span style="background-color: white;"><span style="line-height: 25.600000381469727px;">I can't think of many diabetes life hacks that I use but I am excited to read other bloggers ideas! One thing that I have recently started doing is putting my snacks in the portion plastic bags from Target. That way they are pre measured and the carbs are written on the bag. I bolus correctly and easily instead of guessing. It reminds me of when I was in school and my mom would pack my lunch. She would add up the carbs and write it in black sharpie on the brown paper lunch bag.</span></span></span>Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13428507142908731363noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4450233720885080261.post-36587588779214062722014-05-15T20:38:00.002-07:002014-05-15T20:39:03.831-07:00Diabetes Blog Week 2014 day 4<i><span style="color: #666666;"><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'PT Sans'; font-size: 16px; line-height: 25.600000381469727px;">Click for the </span><a href="http://www.blenza.com/linkies/links.php?owner=dblogweek&postid=01May2014e" style="background-color: white; font-family: 'PT Sans'; font-size: 16px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 25.600000381469727px;" target="_blank">Mantras and More - Thursday 5/15</a><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'PT Sans'; font-size: 16px; line-height: 25.600000381469727px;"> Link List.</span><b style="background-color: white; font-family: 'PT Sans'; font-size: 16px; line-height: 25.600000381469727px;"></b><br style="background-color: white; font-family: 'PT Sans'; font-size: 16px; line-height: 25.600000381469727px;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'PT Sans'; font-size: 16px; line-height: 25.600000381469727px;">Yesterday we opened up about how diabetes can bring us down. Today let’s share what gets us through a hard day. Or more specifically, a hard diabetes day. Is there something positive you tell yourself? Are there mantras that you fall back on to get you through? Is there something specific you do when your mood needs a boost? Maybe we've done that and we can help others do it too? (Thanks to Meri of </span><a href="http://www.ourdiabeticlife.com/" style="background-color: white; font-family: 'PT Sans'; font-size: 16px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 25.600000381469727px;" target="_blank">Our Diabetic Life</a><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'PT Sans'; font-size: 16px; line-height: 25.600000381469727px;"> for suggesting this topic.)</span></span></i><br />
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<span style="font-family: PT Sans;"><span style="background-color: white;"><span style="line-height: 25.600000381469727px;">So in yesterday's post I talked about the guilt that I sometimes feel when dealing with diabetes. I am happy that this is the next topic because it made me think about what I do to feel better I hadn't really thought about it before. I like lists so lets make a list!</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: PT Sans;"><span style="background-color: white;"><span style="line-height: 25.600000381469727px;">- I try to not look back too much. I just move forward and try to make the next number better. (you can only do so much right?) </span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: PT Sans;"><span style="background-color: white;"><span style="line-height: 25.600000381469727px;">- I go for a walk. I'm not a huge exersizer ( I truly wish I was it is something that I want to work on) but, just going for a walk can give me a little perspective, some fresh air, and can usually have a good impact on my blood sugar so win win win! :)</span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: PT Sans;"><span style="background-color: white;"><span style="line-height: 25.600000381469727px;">- Support systems. My family is great when I need to vent and also reading blogs of other diabetics has helped tremendously! Knowing that you are not alone and that for example other diabetics also become a monster and eat everything in sight when they are low. Truly I went 10 years thinking that was just me!</span></span></span>Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13428507142908731363noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4450233720885080261.post-33399050146456141602014-05-14T10:54:00.000-07:002014-05-14T10:54:57.710-07:00Diabetes Blog Week 2014 day 3<i><span style="color: #666666;"><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'PT Sans'; font-size: 16px; line-height: 25.600000381469727px;">Click for the </span><a href="http://www.blenza.com/linkies/links.php?owner=dblogweek&postid=01May2014f" style="background-color: white; font-family: 'PT Sans'; font-size: 16px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 25.600000381469727px;" target="_blank">What Brings Me Down - Wednesday 5/14</a><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'PT Sans'; font-size: 16px; line-height: 25.600000381469727px;"> Link List.</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: 'PT Sans'; font-size: 16px; line-height: 25.600000381469727px;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'PT Sans'; font-size: 16px; line-height: 25.600000381469727px;">May is </span><a href="http://www.mentalhealthamerica.net/may" style="background-color: white; font-family: 'PT Sans'; font-size: 16px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 25.600000381469727px;" target="_blank">Mental Health Month</a><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'PT Sans'; font-size: 16px; line-height: 25.600000381469727px;"> so now seems like a great time to explore the emotional side of living with, or caring for someone with, diabetes. What things can make dealing with diabetes an emotional issue for you and / or your loved one, and how do you cope? (Thanks go out to Scott of </span><a href="http://strangelydiabetic.com/" style="background-color: white; font-family: 'PT Sans'; font-size: 16px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 25.600000381469727px;" target="_blank">Strangely Diabetic</a><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'PT Sans'; font-size: 16px; line-height: 25.600000381469727px;"> for coordinating this topic.)</span></span></i><br />
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<span style="font-family: PT Sans;"><span style="background-color: white;"><span style="line-height: 25.600000381469727px;">Dealing with guilt and diabetes is something that I struggle with everyday. I feel guilty all the time when I think of the times that I haven't taken care of myself how I should. I feel guilty when I don't test as many times a day as I know I should. I feel guilty when I snap at my husband when I am low or high or if he asks if I have tested lately. ( there is also a death look that goes along with that one) I feel guilty when I think about how badly I want a baby but I haven't kept my numbers in good enough control to try and get pregnant. I feel guilt all the time. I know that I am just doing what I can to deal with this </span><i style="line-height: 25.600000381469727px;">disease</i><span style="line-height: 25.600000381469727px;"> but a lot of guilt comes with the failures that surely come when dealing with an unpredictable thing like diabetes. I think this definitely takes me on an emotional roller coaster every day!</span></span></span></div>
Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13428507142908731363noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4450233720885080261.post-79309471700856577522014-05-13T10:04:00.003-07:002014-05-13T10:04:40.043-07:00Diabetes Blog Week 2014 day 2<i style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: #666666;"><span style="font-family: 'PT Sans'; font-size: 16px; line-height: 25.600000381469727px;">Click for the </span><a href="http://www.blenza.com/linkies/links.php?owner=dblogweek&postid=01May2014g" style="font-family: 'PT Sans'; font-size: 16px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 25.600000381469727px;" target="_blank">Poetry Tuesday - Tuesday 5/13</a><span style="font-family: 'PT Sans'; font-size: 16px; line-height: 25.600000381469727px;"> Link List.</span><br style="font-family: 'PT Sans'; font-size: 16px; line-height: 25.600000381469727px;" /><span style="font-family: 'PT Sans'; font-size: 16px; line-height: 25.600000381469727px;">This year, Diabetes Blog Week and </span><a href="http://www.tudiabetes.org/" style="font-family: 'PT Sans'; font-size: 16px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 25.600000381469727px;" target="_blank">TuDiabetes</a><span style="font-family: 'PT Sans'; font-size: 16px; line-height: 25.600000381469727px;"> are teaming up to bring out the poet in you! Write a poem, rhyme, ballad, haiku, or any other form of poetry about diabetes. After you’ve posted it on your blog, share it on the </span><a href="http://www.tudiabetes.org/profile/NoSugarAddedPoetry" style="font-family: 'PT Sans'; font-size: 16px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 25.600000381469727px;" target="_blank">No Sugar Added® Poetry</a><span style="font-family: 'PT Sans'; font-size: 16px; line-height: 25.600000381469727px;"> page on TuDiabetes, and read what others have shared there as well!</span></span></i><br />
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My poem is a little silly because poetry is not my thing so this was a little scary but, also turned out to be fun! Here it goes! Please be nice! :)<br />
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<i><b><span style="color: #0b5394;">I buzz and beep </span></b></i></div>
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<i><b><span style="color: #0b5394;">My batteries run out</span></b></i></div>
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<i><b><span style="color: #0b5394;">People point and stare</span></b></i></div>
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<i><b><span style="color: #0b5394;">at the "pager" I wear.</span></b></i></div>
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<i><b><span style="color: #0b5394;">It may be frustrating</span></b></i></div>
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Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13428507142908731363noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4450233720885080261.post-35145658380506816772014-05-12T21:06:00.001-07:002014-05-12T21:06:08.969-07:00Diabetes Blog Week 2014 day 1<i><span style="color: #666666;"><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'PT Sans'; font-size: 16px; line-height: 25.600000381469727px;">Let’s kick off Diabetes Blog Week by talking about the diabetes causes and issues that really get us fired up. Are you passionate about 504 plans and school safety? Do diabetes misconceptions irk you? Do you fight for CGM coverage for Medicare patients, SDP funding, or test strip accuracy? Do you work hard at creating diabetes connections and bringing support? Whether or not you “formally” advocate for any cause, share the issues that are important to you. (Thanks go out to Kim of </span><a href="http://www.textingmypancreas.com/" style="background-color: white; font-family: 'PT Sans'; font-size: 16px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 25.600000381469727px;" target="_blank">Texting my Pancreas</a><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'PT Sans'; font-size: 16px; line-height: 25.600000381469727px;"> for inspiring this topic.)</span></span></i><br />
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<span style="font-family: PT Sans;"><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 25.600000381469727px;">"You don't look like you have diabetes"</span></span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'PT Sans'; line-height: 25.600000381469727px;">These are just a couple of misconceptions about diabetes that we all deal with quite frequently. Whether its people confusing type 1 with type 2, people who think that its your fault that you are diabetic, people who think your insulin pump is like a weird pager or something, or people who think you are a "bad diabetic" if you eat sugar (aka cookies). I had a friend a few weeks ago that brought some treats to me and another friend. She handed me a bag with a cookie in it and said "sorry they didn't have any sugar free ones so I got you an oatmeal cookie with out frosting". Then handed my friend a delicious</span><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'PT Sans'; line-height: 25.600000381469727px;"> sugar filled chocolate treat. I just stared at her for a few seconds thinking "are you kidding me? I want the frosting!" I knew that my friend was just trying to be nice and helpful and it was very sweet of her to bring me something, but there have been many times that something similar thing has happened with other family and friends who don't understand that it's OK for me to eat sugar. So I guess I just have to remember that before I was diagnosed at the age of 12 I didn't really know anything about diabetes. All I knew was that there was a girl in my class at school who had to test her blood sugar during recess. So patience is important and I could definitely use more of it when dealing so many misconceptions</span><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'PT Sans'; line-height: 25.600000381469727px;"> of diabetes!</span><br />
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Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13428507142908731363noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4450233720885080261.post-348393444991004522014-04-26T21:31:00.002-07:002014-04-26T21:32:32.436-07:00Good NewsI went in for my Doctor's appointment last week for my A1c. I have been in a rut for a few years I guess and I haven't had good results for a while. Well my A1c was the best it has been in years! Yay! I was thrilled. There may or may not have been a victory dance involved.... Take that diabetes! It still needs some work but it helped so much to have that little encouragement that I can do this.<br />
My Doctor's comments on the lab report were awesome! And I quote "AWESOME JOB!!!!" Yes there were 4 exclamation points. A good day for sure. :)<br />
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I for years thought that I was the only one who experienced this when they got low. It wasn't until I started reading other diabetic blogs that I realized it was pretty normal to feel like you could eat everything!!! <br />
My mom used to find me when I was a teenager in the middle of the night sitting in the pantry eating after a low.<br />
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It always scares me when ordering new supplies that I won't get them in time. I sometimes don't order soon enough and I have ended up without supplies on more than one occasion. Mostly it had been my fault but occasionally it had been through the mistake of a mail order company. This has to be one of the most horrible feelings not knowing what you are going to do!</div>
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<span style="color: #cc0000;"><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'PT Sans'; font-size: 16px; line-height: 25.59375px;">Click for the </span><a href="http://www.blenza.com/linkies/links.php?owner=dblogweek&postid=02May2013b" style="background-color: white; font-family: 'PT Sans'; font-size: 16px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 25.59375px;" target="_blank">Spread the Love - Sunday 5/19</a><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'PT Sans'; font-size: 16px; line-height: 25.59375px;"> Link List</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: 'PT Sans'; font-size: 16px; line-height: 25.59375px;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'PT Sans'; font-size: 16px; line-height: 25.59375px;">As another Diabetes Blog Week draws to a close, let’s reflect on some of the great bloggers we’ve found this week. Give some love to three blog posts you’ve read and loved during Diabetes Blog Week, and tell us why they’re worth reading. Or share three blogs you’ve found this week that are new to you. (Thanks to Pearlsa of </span><a href="http://pearlsa.com/blog/" style="background-color: white; font-family: 'PT Sans'; font-size: 16px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 25.59375px;" target="_blank">A Girl's Reflections</a><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'PT Sans'; font-size: 16px; line-height: 25.59375px;"> for inspiring this topic.)</span></span><br />
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Carlyn from <a href="http://oneunitatatime.wordpress.com/">one unit at a time</a> I have really enjoyed her post's this week and will continue to follow her story! I feel like I can relate to so many things that she blogged about!<br />
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Michelle <a href="http://michellebrooksink.blogspot.com/2013/05/its-diabetes-blog-week-share-and-dont.html">The Rockin' Ink Star</a> I appreciated her sharing her story so much. It is also so interesting to read from the perspective of a parent of a diabetic. <br />
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Meredith from <a href="http://withasideofinsulin.com/">withasideofinsulin.com</a> I loved her share and don't share post about the things we wish our dr could see. All those unexplained highs and lows.<br />
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Briley at <a href="http://indpendence.com/2013/05/15/pump-day/">indpendence.com</a> I am glad that she commented on one of my posts so that I could go and find her blog! I especially enjoyed her memories post because I also talked about my pump day as my most memorable.<br />
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Melissa at <a href="http://www.sweetlyvoiced.com/">sweetly voiced</a> I actually just found her blog today and have enjoyed reading through her posts.<br />
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There really have been so many other new blogs that I have found I wish I could list them all. I am also so grateful for readers who have found my blog. I am grateful for the encouragement to continue and for the sense of community. Thank you!<br />
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<br />Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13428507142908731363noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4450233720885080261.post-3209157208216165342013-05-17T22:47:00.001-07:002013-05-17T22:47:23.212-07:00Diabetes Blog Week Day 6<span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'PT Sans'; font-size: 16px; line-height: 25.59375px;">Diabetes Blog Week is hosted by <a href="http://www.bittersweetdiabetes.com/2013/05/diabetes-blog-week.html">Karen from bittersweetdiabetes.com</a></span><br />
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<span style="color: #cc0000;"><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'PT Sans'; font-size: 16px; line-height: 25.59375px;">Click for the </span><a href="http://www.blenza.com/linkies/links.php?owner=dblogweek&postid=02May2013c" style="background-color: white; font-family: 'PT Sans'; font-size: 16px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 25.59375px;" target="_blank">Diabetes Art - Saturday 5/18</a><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'PT Sans'; font-size: 16px; line-height: 25.59375px;"> Link List</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: 'PT Sans'; font-size: 16px; line-height: 25.59375px;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'PT Sans'; font-size: 16px; line-height: 25.59375px;">This year Diabetes Art moves up from the Wildcard choices as we all channel our creativity with art in the broadest sense. Do some “traditional” art like drawing, painting, collage or any other craft you enjoy. Or look to the literary arts and perhaps write a d-poem or share and discuss a favorite quote. Groove to some musical arts by sharing a song that inspires you diabetes-wise, reworking some song lyrics with a d-twist, or even writing your own song. Don’t forget dramatic arts too, perhaps you can create a diabetes reality show or play. These are just a starting point today – there are no right or wrong ways to get creative!</span></span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'PT Sans'; font-size: 16px; line-height: 25.59375px;">I have thought about this question for a few days now and I still haven't come to any conclusion.</span><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'PT Sans'; font-size: 16px; line-height: 25.59375px;"> I don't know enough about other chronic conditions to know what life would be like with that disease. </span><span style="background-color: white;"><span style="font-family: PT Sans;"><span style="line-height: 25.59375px;"> I think I would stick with diabetes because it is what I know. I have dealt with it long enough that I know what to do. Yes, diabetes throws a curve ball usually as soon as you think you have got a handle on your blood sugars, but I feel comfortable with it. </span></span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: 'PT Sans'; line-height: 25.59375px;">I think one of my great accomplishments is this blog. It is out of my comfort zone for sure, and has been hard for me to open up and write about my diabetes. Now I don't even know if anyone actually reads what I write in this blog or if it is interesting to anyone but me... but that is OK. It has helped me personally in so many ways. This blog has helped me accept my life for what it is and embrace it. It's like therapy. My hope is that I may be able to meet other diabetics who have gone through some of the same experiences as me and find a community through blogging. </span><br />
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I use a cosmetic bag that I bought from Pier 1 Imports a few years ago to keep my diabetes supplies organized in my purse. I love the fact that it has so many pockets and then all zips up in to one bag. This is how I organize the supplies that I like to always have with me. </div>
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<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="font-family: PT Sans;"><span style="line-height: 25.59375px;">This is a hard one. I have many good and bad memorable times with diabetes. One of my most memorable days was the day that I was diagnosed, but I have already written about that. The next memorable day that I can think of was the day that I got my insulin pump. I have a Medtronic Minimed Paradigm Insulin pump. I have had a pump for a little over 10 years. I have gone through about three of them since then I think? I remember the day that I got my first one. I was in 9th grade and I remember leaving my geography class to go meet with my diabetes educator at the hospital. She showed me a lot of the features of the pump and how it worked. She then had me insert my first site and I wore it for a couple of days with saline so that I could get used to wearing it before putting insulin in it. The first time I had to insert the site I was terrified! It took me like 20 minutes to push the injector button. It was amazing to be able to be so flexible about when and how much I ate. I also loved not having to schedule my life around taking my long acting insulin shot at 10 p.m. every night. It's funny how such a little machine can change my life so much. Now I still do get frustrated with my pump from time to time. It gets pretty annoying to be connected to something ALL THE TIME! In fact we call my pump "little brother" because it always seems to be in the way... But, I have to say that it is worth the bad times for sure!</span></span></span>Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13428507142908731363noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4450233720885080261.post-410224950341377832013-05-14T10:12:00.000-07:002013-05-14T10:12:00.209-07:00HAGS (Have A Good Summer)The school year is quickly coming to an end. My Kindergarten class is practicing for the end of year program and it hit me today! School is almost out! So I was thinking about what I want to accomplish this summer.<br />
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<li>Finish my sewing projects. I have a quilt that is halfway done and a skirt all cut out that I need to finish. I love to sew but I kind of go through phases I guess you could say? I have big ideas but then they sometimes take FOREVER!</li>
<li>Get a HbA1C of 6.5-7.0. This is a blood test that I am supposed to do every 3 months. </li>
<li>I want to learn to make (good) bread in my bread machine. I bought a breadman machine from the D.I. (a local thrift store) a while ago for about $15. I have tried a few different recipes but they have just never quite worked out. Maybe I am doing something wrong? </li>
<li>I have some pinterest projects that I have wanted to do but just haven't had the time!</li>
<li>I also want to study my <a href="http://www.lds.org/scriptures/bofm?lang=eng">scriptures</a> everyday. I am going to make a calendar to make sure I don't skip any days!</li>
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<span style="font-family: PT Sans;"><span style="line-height: 25.59375px;">I have been lucky to have a Doctor who understands what living with diabetes means because he has family members who live with the disease. So for the most part he understand what life is like with diabetes. On the other hand unless you have diabetes yourself you don't fully understand how it feels. You don't understand what it feels like to get low at the worst times. (like right after you brush your teeth and just want to go to bed... I hate that!) Or how frustrating it is to have a high number and have no idea why! So one thing that I wish doctors (and their staff) understood is that it is just not that easy to always take care of your diabetes and keep it in control. If I know that my A1c is not going to be good I just dread going into the Doctor's office because I know that it is not going to be what it should be and I just feel like a failure. </span></span><br />
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That day 12 years ago I didn't realize all of the bad, no fun things that I was going to have to deal with the rest of my life. There were also some things I would have never experienced if I wasn't diabetic. I have fond memories of diabetes camp( I LOVED camp), snow cone fundraisers at the rodeo, and I know people now that I never would have met if it weren't for diabetes. So maybe there is a silver lining.<br />
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Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13428507142908731363noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4450233720885080261.post-14558265459551601032013-04-13T20:35:00.000-07:002013-04-13T20:36:38.501-07:00Walk for a cureToday I had the opportunity to participate in the JDRF walk for diabetes for the first time. It was really fun! There was a great turnout. I believe that just over $65,000 was raised to help cure diabetes.<br />
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It was a beautiful 3 mile walk<br />
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It always feels good to be surrounded by people who know what you deal with everyday. I didn't have to feel weird when I pulled our my test kit to test my blood sugar before lunch. I also learned about a new insulin pump that is smaller and easier to use called a T:slim. It is amazing the advances that keep being made. Someday there will be a cure!Jessicahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13428507142908731363noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4450233720885080261.post-21796380288984697002013-04-08T21:05:00.003-07:002013-04-08T21:05:53.671-07:00I love listsI am a list person. I make a list every night before I go to bed of what I want or need to get done the next day. I put down things that I need to get done like clean the bathroom, go grocery shopping, and go to the post office. I also put down things that I want to get done but don't necessarily need to get done like do yoga, read a book, or work on a lesson for Sunday etc.<br />
I also am very guilty of adding things to my list after I do them just so that I can cross it off and make me feel more productive. Anybody else do that? Especially on day where I don't feel like I got much done.<br />
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I also use lists all the time for trips or camping. So I decided I needed to type up a master list that I could use every time instead of making a new list. Genius! Why did it take me so long! Anyways I thought I would share my lists on this blog to see if they would be helpful to anyone else. So here ya are!<br />
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I have a tote that I keep some of our camping stuff in so that it is always ready to go. I keep a list taped to the top so I can quickly check to make sure it is all there before we leave. This help to prevent us getting to the camp site and realizing that we don't have any matches or a lighter and its time to start dinner!<br />
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And here is my lists.<br />
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I have had some funny things happen because I wear an insulin pump. I got my first pump when I was in 9th grade. One of the boys in my class consistently called it my pacemaker for the rest of the year because he could not remember what it really was (even though I would correct him.... every time). I finally gave up. Fast forward like 6 years and I was going through security at the airport and the man doing the body scanning said to me "oh is that your pacemaker? OK go on through" I just smiled and nodded. Sometimes its just not worth correcting.<br />
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While in middle school I had my math teacher try to take away my pump during class. He thought it was a pager of all things and wanted me to hand it to him because they are not allowed in class. I told him that I couldn't because it was my insulin pump. He didn't believe me and insisted that I give it to him. I finally showed him the tubing and told him "see? Its connected. Do you still want to take it away?" He didn't.<br />
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Once in high school while at a football game with some friends I wasn't feeling very well. A cute new boy came up and was talking to my friend and I. I guess I wasn't looking too well because my friend turned to me and said "you don't look like you feel good, are you high?" Cute boy's face was priceless... He said "you really shouldn't do drugs!" I almost wanted to play along, but I didn't. I then explained that my friend meant my blood sugar was high and I didn't do drugs.<br />
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